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back-asswards
a. (context idiomatic colloquial English) (alternative form of ass-backwards English)
Usage examples of "back-asswards".
Might explain why I approach things back-asswards, too, but I've been kicked around, let down, and sheer nagged to death enough to know that I don't want to spend the rest of my life going through that each day or spending each day running from it either.