What is "abandonedly"

Usage examples of "abandonedly".

For though the harpooneers, with the great body of the crew, were a far more barbaric, heathenish, and motley set than any of the tame merchant-ship companies which my previous experiences had made me acquainted with, still I ascribed this--and rightly ascribed it--to the fierce uniqueness of the very nature of that wild Scandinavian vocation in which I had so abandonedly embarked.

I knew, though, as I lay there, face burrowing into the folds of his jacket, that I could never be so utterly, heartbrokenly, abandonedly forlorn again as I was there in that little room, with just the light bulb overhead to see me.